MASKS 2

SOLITUDE
There is the personal me. The person who is introverted a jellyfish inside, the person who feels deeply everything, and cries all the time. The person who spends all her time alone. The person behind the public paintings, behind the photographs, the films.

Yes, she is the one who spends days and hours and months alone, feeling everything. who falls in love and whose heart is broken by pain again and again.

She has died and her consciousness lives to testify. She is beaten, has seen and experienced everything and it killed her.

BELLE
There is the person who operates in a public space - that is the hard one. She releases only light, beauty, softness, and generosity.

LA BELLE SHABINE
There is the person who operates in a professional space, I am more confident of that one. SHe carries the warrior history of Solitude, before she died. she continues to fight. But she also has Belle's beauty.
Examples of Warriors: Yaa Asantewa: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yaa_Asantewaa
http://atlantablackstar.com/2013/10/29/10-fearless-black-female-warriors-throughout-history/3/

I should divide my masks into private, (naked), Public (beauty), and professional (warrior queen).

The private is naked, so my body must be fit to be naked

The public one is beauty, she wears gold and white and looks fabulous

The professional looks and sounds? like a gorgeous worker warrior.  She is a fabulous soldier.

The three are separate. The warrior queen is the easiest one to inhabit, the hardest to dress. She would wear pants that are loose.  but can wear clothes that fit comfortably, but they are ... she is athletic, and comfortable in her skin. She wears important talismans. She always has an agenda for safety.

The public queen is a beauty. she is la belle shabine, soft and enticing, light inside. she also has an agenda. she plans what she is going to do everywhere she goes.

Remember that generosity is the mode of operation for all masks - give presents to all.